I was just once again trying to make sense.
Sense of myself, to myself
unfortunately only for myself.
I mean I know there’s a few people in my life who care
Care about me , as long as it doesn’t take up to much of their time.
Time is always what matters to most .
I’ve wasted so much of it myself simply because I was unaware of it.
Obvious to what my long term arrangement of life was going to be.
My agenda? Ha!
I simply lived and was riding the roller coaster of events.
I again had been obvious To actually stop and think , to redirect my behavior
If the event was negative, let alone if it occurred more than once.
By the time I was forced to think about this I began to realize I wasn’t turning out the way I wanted
I did something drastic to try and change. I thought it worked
I guess not .
with that lack of acknowledgement I went back to a depression
Stuck waiting for someone to get me
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